From Blogthings....

You Are A Realist

You are more romantic than 20% of the population. When it comes to romance, you tend to take a realistic approach. You believe that love takes time, and it's something you have to work hard for. A bit cynical, over the top romance tends to get under your skin. Your heart is difficult to win ... but it's totally worth it.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

My sweetheart gave this to me as christmas present.

I have been through a very difficult situation for the last 6 months and on the brink of giving up. No money, almost no job (still hanging on…) and no family to run to here. I guess I’m just lucky I got some people who really helped me through all these trying times.

This coming New Year I need to do a major overhaul on myself, my attitude and my behavior to be specific….really a lot. If I don’t do it the soonest I’m doomed for failure and I never realized that it’s damn serious.

But I’m just a very lucky gal, as I always believe soon things will be better than what I expect.

Thank you so much sweetheart for everything.I love you.

Reg, thanks also...from the bottom of my heart. :-)

All my friends would always tell me...."bagay nga sayo nasa sales ka, napakabolera mo"....even those people i have just met would agree to that as their first impression of me. I used to think it was kinda cute and cool, i have always considered it na plus point ko.

DAMN IT!!!!! Now they always think nambobola ako kahit hindi naman!

Is there something wrong if i just want to make people happy? I want to make them feel good about themselves and to be honest most of the time im sincere naman with what i say eh.

So now i decided to lie low a bit...konting seriousness! Nakakainis!

Peace does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work.
Peace means to be in the midst of all those things and still be calm in your heart.

Everyday for the past one and a half years i have my morning rituals everytime i reach my office. It's like that eversince i started working that now it becomes a daily routine for me.....

1) Upon reaching my desk i would get my laptop from my cabinet, put on all the plugs and switch it on.
2) go to the pantry and make myself a coffee,
3) check my emails.
4) read my "DAILY BREAD" for the day
5) check my "MEDITATION TIP" for the day,
6) PRAY!.

( the last 3 are helpful as i use them to keep me inspired and optimistic)

7) read journals/blogs of my friends
8) and last is to check my friendster! ;p

By 8:45 am I'm already done with all of these and that's when I start thinking and planning how to keep myself active and useful for the day. I'm lucky if i can manage to set at least 2 appointments but if not then i'll meet up with some friends for lunch or just go cold calling so that i have something to write on my report in the evening when i go back to the office.

Same old routine. Nothing spectacular nor out of the ordinary to look forward to. But again its how you see things that will make your day a bit exciting and productive. It's sooo difficult to work in Singapore, I'm just thankful that i have a job and that's enough to keep me going.

Let me share my "Meditation Tip of the Day", wala lang it might be of use to some of you:

"When something seems wrong in your life, the only way to have resolution with it is to let it go. Trying to make it right keeps it wrong."

I read this from somebody else’s blog...

 
…I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
 

…I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 
 
…I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.


And most importantly,

I’ve learned that when it comes to relationship it's  ALL OR NOTHING for me. 
  

 
Shiiiit! Ang hirap magpaka-mature.

 

FLOR DE CHERRIE!


Few days ago i got a call from my friend:

J: "Che, will you be interested to audition for a lead role in a telenovela?"
C: "HA!?!?!!!!"
J: "Yeah, it will be shown at Channel i."
C: "What do you mean?" (Confused and amused and excited!)
J: "They're looking for a Filipina for the lead role. The story would be like a saga of a Filipina here in Singapore as she falls in love with a construction worker."
C: "NGEK!....NO WAY!"


My friend gave my number to the agent actually before informing me about it. Good thing when the agent called i was at the gym working out that i didn't get it. Otherwise.......

Sigh! I thought my wildest dream would come true na eh! :P


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I miss Camille! It's been a week since she left for Manila and i have been calling her at least three times everyday. I'm sorry baby, next time you come here i'll make sure you won't have to go through that same awkward situation. But anyway you handled it very gracefully, im so proud of you!